Hello there..
Somehow i feel like something's missing. And as i sit here in front of my macbook, slowly deleting bits and pieces of my past, memories come flooding back into my small pea-sized brain. This is so tiring, you know? I hate deleting pictures one by one and i have no friggin choice coz facebook, myspace and friendster dont allow me to do just that. Well anyways, I'm brainwashing myself right now. I guess it's the only way for me to be normal again. Here are some of my memories..

You have been my best friend, well at least i knew you were ever since i met you although we didnt hang much the first few times. We were soulmates i guess. Nothing could separate us, or tear us apart. Thank you, you know. You've changed a HUGE part of my life, and forgetting you is almost impossible. Almost. What aches the most is having to leave you behind. I am sorry, but i cannot deal with more pain right now. I will always have my mantra with me, like what youve always said, but of course, it was never your idea.

Nothing is left of you now. No more dreams in a bucket. No more rain. No more Listen to me.

And you, to the other one. I confided in you, and i trusted you. I cant believe you forsaked everything just to be with someone who used to be so dear to me. DollTrash? It's nothing now. Or rather, i am nothing to DollTrash. I am only someone who can be so easily replaced just like that. Arent you happy that youre singing regularly now? If it werent for Trav and i, you'd be nobody and you'd prolly still be stuck in millenia doing your A levels. I am not gonna leave like that. One day, ill see you on the same stage as i am, but the only difference is that i wont remember who you are. Who are you? Fuck off.

Dont worry, i wont be able to recognize you anymore on the streets. This is it. Goodbye memories.. I will officially be Eva Marie again after i hit the "publish" button.

Hello there..
Somehow i feel like something's missing. And as i sit here in front of my macbook, slowly deleting bits and pieces of my past, memories come flooding back into my small pea-sized brain. This is so tiring, you know? I hate deleting pictures one by one and i have no friggin choice coz facebook, myspace and friendster dont allow me to do just that. Well anyways, I'm brainwashing myself right now. I guess it's the only way for me to be normal again. Here are some of my memories..

You have been my best friend, well at least i knew you were ever since i met you although we didnt hang much the first few times. We were soulmates i guess. Nothing could separate us, or tear us apart. Thank you, you know. You've changed a HUGE part of my life, and forgetting you is almost impossible. Almost. What aches the most is having to leave you behind. I am sorry, but i cannot deal with more pain right now. I will always have my mantra with me, like what youve always said, but of course, it was never your idea.

Nothing is left of you now. No more dreams in a bucket. No more rain. No more Listen to me.

And you, to the other one. I confided in you, and i trusted you. I cant believe you forsaked everything just to be with someone who used to be so dear to me. DollTrash? It's nothing now. Or rather, i am nothing to DollTrash. I am only someone who can be so easily replaced just like that. Arent you happy that youre singing regularly now? If it werent for Trav and i, you'd be nobody and you'd prolly still be stuck in millenia doing your A levels. I am not gonna leave like that. One day, ill see you on the same stage as i am, but the only difference is that i wont remember who you are. Who are you? Fuck off.

Dont worry, i wont be able to recognize you anymore on the streets. This is it. Goodbye memories.. I will officially be Eva Marie again after i hit the "publish" button.